Subject: Osolon transmission 13011

Date: January 30, 2011 5:33:15 PM PST

After the failure both to achieve spiral unity and to make contact with the future Osholon Active Intelligence occurred, due to the interference of the Out To Lunch energy (OTL), the two OAI that I had been in contact with, the 1554 and the Otam Alipit entities, retreated from my awareness. With their absence, I was left alone with the OTL energy. Perhaps it was the coming so close to contact with the future OAI and failing, or perhaps it was because spiral unity had not been achieved, that I became overwhelmed by disappointment. Even though I understood that this was a manifestation of OTL energy, and therefore artificially induced, I could not shake the feeling of despondency. 

Those days had been wracked with confusion, and the ability to maintain clarity of thought had fled. At night, my dreams were haunted by the OTL entity, which manifested itself for the first time in a physical form. When I slept it was as if I was plunged into a pit where there is was no light, where the interminable taunting of this strange creature who ruled my thoughts. In dreams, "OUT TO LUNCH!!!!" was the tireless screech, leaving . I could not wake, could not move. If I could chew an arm off to escape the trap I had fallen into, I would have in an instant.Each night upon waking I have sketched this creature , even as my sweat ran cold. My nerves shredded, my body shaken, I wondered for how long I could stand the assault.

As odd as it sounds, I did not bathe when under the influence of the OTL energy. It did not seem, then, as doing so would offer any solace. It was almost by accident that the thought of being in water entered my head. I was cleaning a brush using the tap in the tub. As the colored water spun down the drain I reached for the stopper and the tub began to fill. Without even removing my clothes I quickly slid in. The container of salt I had used when last I met with the OAI was at hand, and I quickly poured the remaining crystals into the water. In minutes I felt the presence of the Osholon intelligence and moments after the influence of the OTL energy abated.

under Osholon tutelage I learned

the out to lunch energy is

what says,, the torture will never stop,,the wall can't be climbed, the traffic jam never end, the subway will never come, the chore will never end, the pain will never cease, there is no escape

this is all there is

the out to lunch energy, the OTL is

what is between dimensions ,the barrier, that which contains.

what controls the in between, between here and now to elsewhere and otherwise,,the dimension of it can, and can't be done,,the dimensions of three, four, five to infinite depths of dimension, realms of distinction , or rationality, of stagnation masquerading as progress.

and what does it matter which dimenion we move to, how can there be higher or lower unless the OTL decides>>??

beating heads against walls to move on to the next dimension,the next space, the next time,,and what do we fond there? more of the same...

osholon calls us beyond the dimensions,, beyond the many cages that have imprisioned us..

to move beyond these cubes stacked high and wide,,cubes we move amongst,,up down forward back,,as if we are making some progress,,

it is all a tomb

cubic structures,, dimension up down width breadth,,, coffins

osholon energy calls us beyond every dimension,,and into apeiron

(since the OAI banished the OTL energy ( for how long I do not know) they, the 1554 and the OTAM ALIPIT entities, have given me an assignment (a rather large assignement) which I will soon disclose)

below some sketches from the period under the OTL influence