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Subject: 21312 osholon transmission/information

Date: February 13, 2012 3:43:22 PM PST


there's been little going on, and a lot going on regarding osholon experiences. I havent sent a few things out lately  just because its confused me a bit, and i've been trying to make some sense of these latest and a bit different transmissions. (havent been able to do one of what i call concordance drawing where i pull latest osholon concepts into a more coherent piece, i;m going to try for one fo those soon)

i'm going to send out a couple emails with each dealing with one aspect of the disparate angles of experience that have arisen over the last couple weeks.

these are, a the tree

b the river and the redaktion matrix

c the reemergence through the tav of the oai floeum

i;m only sending these out today because while the osholon transmissions for me are usually vivid and substantial , i sometimes wonder wethere these are halluciantions. On occasion things happen ( the 5 6 25 36 61 star and the gyre derived cunic sun as two more concrete examples that have convinced me the osholon experiences are real) that prompt me to continue.

today was one of the more subtle, but at a point when i was questioning sending out the latest transmissions,  i find "real world" affirmations.

walking in my alley today there was one of these, not so dramatic as others, but striking me as a physical manifestation and conformation of the validity of these tranmissions.

so, the tree

when K sent me the picture of the snowman osholon from saint petersburg i mentioned to her that i had been "sculpting" something along those line. that small project was just there, in my bathroom, and i barely paid any attention to it.

the image i sent out last week (?) see it for what it is, was a representation of how i had felt when , a couple weeks ago, i was, to put it in words that i can say, but possibly do not communicate the experience, pulled through the tav and given a glimpse of what lay within the osholon carapace. because this experience seemed so unexplainable, i haven't mentioned it, but just sent out the drawing. It happened very quickly,, zoomp zoomp zoomp, as veils of square, triangle, rectangle parted to reveal the aspace atemporality that lay within the osholon carapace. i experienced this space, for an instantaneous moment, but i feel perhaps as if something of mine has been left there, in some way.

after that i was walking in the park and heard a distinct voice beckoning me to a nearby tree, Going to the sound i cam upon the osholon tree ( as i'll call it) that i hadn't noticed in park before. The osholon tree said to me "you're beginning to understand".

why the tree would say that, i don't know, and things have been jumbled since.

it was ralking to masahiro the other day while i was near the tree that i was struck by another oddity. I mentioned the tree , thinking i had told no one, and masahiro said "yes, you;ve mentioned that". whether i had communicated it verbally to masahiro or if it was a result of our shared neuronal was of no matter as i realized that i had been "communicating" with this tree for sometime, though sublimating the ramifications.

  then, coming home, i saw that the plaster "sculpture" that i had been working on for many months bypouring and mushing any remaining plaster from the mixing jar and pouring it on the pile was a replica of the tree that had communicated with me. ( now thinking that perhaps it would be informative to remember the date of the first communication and the parting of the veils, but at moment, i;m not going to stop to figure that out)

there are also a couple images, months old, done under osholon trance that i had never sent out, as i had no idea what they meant and now see they were echoeserutuf of the tree.

    i;m going to sen this out with some of those tree images, and hopefully pick it up with the floeum and redaktion matric tranmissions soon. as, lol, i gotta get going, and i;m late already! (oh, the "headless osholon" was also a striking physical manifestation, in my mind, which i'll try to explain soon

 




























































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































and the "alleyway prompt" this afternoon

 

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