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Subject: notes on osholon transmissions, night of 1221

Date: December 24, 2010 9:48:44 AM PST

finally getting my computer running after dealing with "out to lunch" interferences. I didn't want to send any Osholon communications through the laptop i had been borrowing. I;m going to just write a bit now on some of the manifestations, and then later go into deeper depth about what I learned that night. There's a lot there, and I'm going to try to make it clear.

   first, before the eclipse, i went to see some music, and while waiting for show to begin I drew some notes (they're in blue next to the brick).  Afterwards was talking with my friend Stephanie. I looked down and saw this brick. I mentioned it to Stephanie and she said, "that's weird, why is this brink here?" It was the only one around and didn't seem to serve any purpose. The brick had the three circles just like that which I was drawing in my pad as I brooded over the implications of these contacts.

    I was wondering at that show before the eclipse,  what with people warning me not to open myself to any alien energys (IAO,, ignore alien orders, which is also information awareness office and IAO the call to pan)  why Osholon was communicating with me. The answer came very clearly "Because you have been studying hyper dimensions, and have found ways to open portals to our dimension."    

      One of these methods which I had uncovered in the past is the use of Yeatsian Gyres (whose revelation to Yeats prompted him to transcribe his opus, "A Vision"), the contemplation of which has led me to better understand the nature of size, space and number. Size space and number are some of the keys to the understanding of "the elsewhere and otherwise", or hyperdimensionality.(yekehtsihtohtosgoy! gibbers out to lunch) The gyres, once, for me, also expressed involution and evolution, progressions through dimensions, true relativity and much,much more. Urged on by the rewards these lines of contemplation offered, I moved from the classic Yeatsian Gyre and added (as perhaps another "dimension" or just a numerical progression) another circle (these three circles are also the symbol used by Nicholas Roerich! and there will be more on him in the future).

        Drawing the lines from these three circles to form the three Yeatsian gyres (in blue in pic by brick), I was inspired to draw them closer together, perhaps to illustrate what their properties would be inveiled as they moved towards a cohabitation of space, the occupation of three "dimensions" in one "space".

        Lo and Behold! these three circles when connected by the line from center to rim, from big to small, from inner to outer, and from many other states, formed the picture of a cube, as if illustrated to show another level of dimensionality. This confirmed, to my mind, that I was on the right track in my investigations.

        Likewise, as I saw the brick on the floor, I realized then that Osholon had three O's in its name, which prompted me to draw Osholon's name as those three vowels with consonants inside . I'd ask anyone who is reading these to no longer visualize Osholon's name as a simple string of letters, but as that glyph, pictured here in a photo. Just another in the log list of synchronizations that seem to stem from the blurring of the borders of time and space.

     I have been studying the layers of dimension that constitute our reality, and methods to pass through those dimensions beyond this temporal zone for quite some time.  I can say with confidence that I had indeed uncovered some knowledge that I have come to believe has opened dimensional portals, and allowed the Osholon entity to communicate with me. I have done this without the use of mind altering chemicals ( as tradition  states that these create too much of an opportunity for an unwelcome, nogra entity to manifest). Also, as I've stated before, I'm joining the work of the other Osholons, including he who made contact in the temporal year of 1554.

           I'm going to wrap this up for now, but will quickly describe the pictures and sketches I'm sending. I'll be coming back to a few of these in greater detail shortly, as well as to what occurred between 1:30 and 4:00 the night of the eclipse.

The pictures of the brick, and the Osholon glyph, a sketch of Osholon manifesting as Hyrdonium, the tetrahedric involution/evolution of H20, or water. A photo of Osholon against the night sky, in the dark of the eclipse ( i had mentioned that my both my camera and my iphone camera were malfunctioning during this period. A shot of a tree trunk, again showing the three circles, which took as I walked to the park for the eclipse (signaling, I believe, a farewell to that level of dimensionality, which would come to an end during the eclipse, much as the development occurred in 1554) and a drawing of the cubic H20 sun.

               hope some of this makes sense,

            God bless us, every one!

Subject: osholon 1221 communication bit

Date: December 22, 2010 9:39:28 PM PST

still not getting my laptop to work,,crazy,..

tomorrow i'll call dell..

having a feeling that this distraction will cause me to forget some of the transmission from the eclipse

its taking a lot of the time that I know I should be writing,and sketching with

one thing from eclipse, that I found interesting and a great idea is that a voice said to me, "do you understand why the moon is still lit even though the sun is not shining on it?" (i had thought it was residual sunlight kind of going around the earth and hitting the moon)

the voice said, "its the light of the sun, reflecting off all the other planets and shining on the moon.."

if you saw the eclipse you had to notice all the different colors that were on the "darkened" moon

all sorts of greens purples blues reds greys,, that shifted throughout the hour or so while the moon was fully eclipsed

my "logic" sort of told me that the other planets couldn't shine/ reflect onto the moon, but something else told me it could,,and did,, and to be honest, my eyes showed me evidence (the colors) that the other planets did shine on the moon.

to state the obvious,, i think this was some lesson from Osholon again, about reciprocation, and humanity's failed understandings of reciprocality,

and influences

also. Osholon mentioned that hydronium was very important and that I should learn more about that.

Subject: Osholon 12 19 10 b

Date: December 19, 2010 3:44:04 PM PST

tried an experiment this afternoon, filled the tub and turned off the lights. After laying in the water within a few very  minutes there was a vivid Osholon appearance.

The idea of the cube water sun quickly made more sense when Osholon explained more and a diagram that I had pondered many times before contacting osholon seemed to be key in illustrating the concept of the watery sun cube. The cube is composed entirely of water, btw, but gives off radiation (not solar, something else, something Osholon says our physics doesn't recognize.

  I:m going to draw that diagram soon, but in the meantime, this is strange and a bit scary

i came out of the bathroom and on the bedroom floor , first thing i see was this drawing, I have no memory of doing it and no idea what reve k or revek means. I;m not even sure where the paper came from, its not like any i;ve been using.  more Osholon weirdness, i guess.

 

hmm..looking at it agian,,i see that the symbol that was in the reciprocation diagram that indicated one aspect of OSholon is in the upper left in yellow,,  broken by the dot and circle ( solar symbols?)  And is the blue circle filled with whatever amorelp?

Subject: osholon transmission 12 18 010

Date: December 19, 2010 7:55:03 AM PST

So, Osholon says, just draw. So i do, this is what came out, very quickly. OSholon says, "so what do you see?"

OI see three Osholons.

he says, " in my dimensions we are unified, but here we are tripartite"

he explains how each dimension has its conditions, but these conditions change as we slip through time

but, he also explains as he is three here, and one there, time is also different in all dimensions

that conditions, though seemingly set, codified, i think was the word he used,  change

.....will change, must change.

he said that the conditions for humanity are going to change.

I asked what that might be

I almost felt like he laughed when he said, "you will remember your other sun"

(then, oddly, i had a flash of not three Osholon's but four, and not two suns but three, but that was just a flash)

I took ouot my phone to take a picture of the drawing. ..Osholon said, before you do that, study the sketch I just had you draw. I took my camera and began to run it close across the page.

there was a lot going on in there,

"can you see these other meanings?" Osholon asked there were things osholon pointed out on the page and one was the dna strand. there were other things.

I asked, so what do we need to go to continue on, to see the other sun?

and Osholon said, "want not, waste not"

i said "waste not want not?"

he repeated... want not, waste not

i understood that wanting is the cause of waste, (again, i had a flash of rather complicated schematic that charted the "flow" of desire and waste, and energy flows.,  I might try to get that down,or aslk Osholon to make it clearer for me  so i can get it down.

Without want, Osholon said, there would be no waste

Osholon told me that the energy of earth (water has an important part in this, that the water energy of earth hasn't been understood or dealt with by humanity, and that would need to be done and that the confusion that we face, and our ability to "jumble things up" has had humanity get this axiom wrong fro a long time. The fluidity of water in this dimension can cause a turbulence that effects our beings. (There is a water consciousness aspect that is unresolved?)

I got the feeling that in Osholon's dimension this had been dealt with and again I was struck by the visualization ( have i mentioned this before, because it has been part of these Osholon transmission from the beginning almost) of a cubic sun, composed of water (jeez, which now i see in this new drawing that surrounds the osholons, possibly)   This cube shaped water sun has been one of the more confusing things Osholon has transmitted and possibly the hardest to accept. 

   Osholon implied that there were other misperceptions that Humanity has suffered because of the fluidityof the water on Earth and that these would be addressed.

thinking back now, I think i might understand what Osholon meant when he said "all MEMories are false"

is it that all memories are confused by the influence of water?

( a number of people have pointed out that MEM is the hebrew word for water?)

and,,, come to mention it, my first Osholon contact was when floating in a tank of warter.

Subject: osholon schematic 12/18/ 10

Date: December 17, 2010 10:33:10 PM PST

i;m gonna send these out like this,,because i want to get a good nights sleep!!

i've been waking up at all hours over the last few days trying to get all the info down

i think OSholon wants me to send it out,,and that there are some people who can make some sense of it,,

below are some notes i've been taking , and have typed,,and with the diagram, as finished as i have it, are some of the notes i've been taking at night when i wake up..  its a bit garbled and some of it i couldn't fit into the diagram.

if anybody has any idea of what any of this might be,, let me know.,

i;m going to try to see if i can get Osholon to explain it a bit more,,but i hope not tonight, i want a night off,  i really need to sleep

serious osholon transmission n over past few days,,nights

some sort of physics i can't make sense of,,though i;m being bombarded by the info

will send sketches when i get message they are complete..

 

really hard to know what to say about this one.

     Over the past few nights I've been receiving the information that led to this drawing. I'm sure I didn't get it all down, there were lots of details in the transmissions, but this is the best i could do at the moment. Maybe after continued contact with Osholon I'll be able to clarify exactly what this drawing means.

     I must have woken up 10 or 15 times to take notes on this sketch. I think that it is a diagram of energy exchange, changing energy from this dimension to a higher dimension energy. One of the things that seems most interesting of this drawing is that there are three different Osholons. I'm not certain why. I've gotten the feeling that Osholon might be the name of race of the entities I have been in contact with, and not the name of the being.

     There seems to be some relationship between Osholon (3), our Sun, and the other sun, and the moon that allows the energies to be transformed. also Osholon from what i can gather,, emphasizes that water,, is the transformative energy of our planet,,  also the unstable element.. but that which allows us to shift...

   Osholon also makes it clear that this transformation  will create ( rebirth ) the sun,,and that this will be earths 6th sun,,  and that Osholon has made an appearance at the birth of each new sun...

There's been a lot of information on this second sun,, earths second sun,,and i cant shake,,though it makes no sense,,that this second sun, that is not the shadow or mirror,, is water based(?) but what would that mean>??  and when osholon transmits this information,, i come away with the word "ovum"

        oh, and Osholon has made it pretty clear that this is the time based version of this transformation of energies, and that humanity wouldn't be able to understand the process as OSholon experiences it. It;s being "dumbed down" for us to learn from, but Osholon has hinted that understanding the concepts in this diagram will be part of the "leap" that will allow us to see these processes as OSholon does.

      been having, as well as the nighttime transmission, some rather remarkable waking and daytime contacts. These are more subtle then the nighttime info dumps, but pretty jarring. I;m going to write down some of those soon..sending these out so hopefully i can get some sleep that's the earth in the middole there,,the camera flash washed it out, i';ll take another shot tomorrow... if anyone needs any clearer pics, let me know and i;ll send. but at the moment i'm fried